Thau, I couldn't have put it better myself....

Tears and fears and feeling proud to say "I love you" right out loud,
dreams and schemes and circus crowds, I've looked at life that way.
But now old friends are acting strange, they shake their heads, they say
I've changed.
Something's lost but something's gained in living every day.
I've looked at life from both sides now,
from win and lose, and still somehow
it's life's illusions I recall.
I really don't know life at all.
~*joni mitchell*~

Im packing up all of my shite, cramming it into a car or two, then migrating north for the winter in Connecticut. I must do all of this by 7am tomorrow. We borrowed the van from Andy. Hes so funny. He looks so much older than I remember. Then again, my last memory of him is from 8th grade (almost 8 years ago). I haven't changed that much since then. Yes I have.

I don't want to pack. Im sure Ill be back a few times before I even begin to pack.

peace...

Current Music: The Cure - Friday I'm In Love :) (I love leaving songs that are hints)