"Look at the stars.... see how they shine for you...."
It's as if this dinky little town didn't want me to go. I walked out to my car tonight to shut the windows and I looked up and saw stars. Lots of them. Not as much as by the beach, but enough to make me feel like I was making a mistake by leaving. I keep forgetting that school is 2 hours away. So when my Dad askes what time we're leaving in the morning I say 8 as if we'll get there by 8:30. No dice. I can get there in an hour and 45 minutes, but with Dad driving on the road with me, Ill be driving with caution. And it will take us 2 hours to get there. WOO HOO. (that was sarcastic) I don't want to go. I don't want to leave what ive got going here. Its simple and Id never make any money but Ive had the most amazing summer. Its over. Tomorrow at this point Ill be asleep in my new bed in a room all to myself. Thats so weird. On Monday I was swimming in the ocean without a care in the world, and this monday ill be worrying about if the door tags are finsihed yet. Don't get me wrong I love being an RA, but I love living the way that I did this summer more. Without a care in the world. Hopefully I can find a nice mix between both of these world, that I have created. We'll see I guess you'll have to stay tuned....

Peace...

Current Music: My own thoughts in my head :)

PS: "On an El Al flight this week, passengers put a cloth over the inflight movie, Ben Afflek's Chasing Lanes. We'll they should've. That movie was horrible." -Rosanna Scotto Fox 5 NY On tonights news

PPS:
"Dear tooth fairy,
I lost my tooth. Then I lost it.
Love, Bridget." The note my 7 year old neighbor left for the tooth fairy when she couldnt find the tooth that fell out.